am i becoming special?

this is a serious question, what with AS levels looming, lacking a certain amount of brains is disconcerting. i am calling this into question due to my lack of ability to be able to do a C4 maths paper. up till now, theyve been going quite well, but today im afraid that didnt happen. after spending several horus tryign to do 3 questions, i was beginning to lose hope. then, to my horror, i realised that the questions were in fact perfectly simple, and i was having one of those days.

the worrying thing for me now is if "those days" are becoming more and more frequent. how can i go through life not knowing when my next one of "those days" is going to pop up. i could be in the middle of a driving test, and have one of "those days" and suddenly crash and kill the examiner, innevitably resulting in a fail. it could be more in the future, if i become a doctor or surgeon, and have one of "those days" during an operation. and end up removing their brain, when i should have been doing a vasectomy (although lets be honest, most guys would rather have their brain removed than a vasectomy), and the surgical team would fail to tell me i was doing the wrong procedure, as they too might be having one of "those days". either that, or they would just not tell me to spite me, but u get the point.

so, does this mean, that the more frequently i have one of "those days", i am creeping ever closer to that point of no return...special..its a toughy, i know. but i would really appreciate ur help. advice will do, but an anti-special vaccine would be even better!

ben xx